Gonna be all 'Emo' here, but I'm really losing the ability to trust people anymore. :<

I was curious as to why one of my friend's decided to block, then delete my name from Myspace (I barely check the thing, but still). I have a feeling the real reason why she probably blocked me was because of this incident that occured over the summer, but I didn't have much control over that situation because I was in the hospital when my family decided to 'take care of it'. :/

So anyways, I adventured over to her livejournal and found that she ended up talking bad about me (plus she mentioned some other-private things, as well) in one of her journal-posts about a year ago or so. I wanted to be mad. I wanted to say something back, but I just couldn't. Instead I sent the link to a couple of friends of mine and told them that I was utterly heart broken over it.

Of course this also makes me think about another friend of mine who ended up ditching me because of whatever. I think I kind of want to crawl into a hole and die at this point. T^T

I must be messing up somewhere with these people, so perhaps I should just give up on trying to become friends with others for a while. Though, I still care about the folks that I just mentioned already.

On another note; I have another infection of the ear after it randomly bled last night. Going to the doctors tomorrow it get it checked out.

*sigh* That's all for right now.